Well its been a couple of days and no contact. I am glad because emotionally I couldn't handle it positive. I am at a delima now, I still want her to think that I am done but I think that I should talk to her and apologize/explain for blowing up the way I did. I am not or want to do any kind of R talk just. I just think that going off in a negative way might lead farther down the negative road. The last few days I have been totally off track of DBin. I have with her but emotionally I havn't been DBing myself, but I am getting back on track now.
We were making such positive baby steps but I had to loose my cool and blow up....This hampered everything and seems like I have to start all over again.
Should I apologies or just let things be and wait it out?
