Just getting started peicing it back together 2

[jersting]

Had a couple ups and downs over the last few days. Nothing major, it is just tough for w and I both to understand everything that is happening and why it just won't go away and everything be like it should. I think we are both working through this process together.
On another note, I talked to W today and she said she wanted to go to some consouling. I asked if she ment for the both of us for MC. She said no, she said she felt depressed and wanted to talk to someone on the outside to figure out what was going on. She asked if I supported that decision and I said yes I think if that is something you would like to do you should do it. I asked if it was me making her feel this way and she said no it was her and I was doing ok with the way I was handeling everything. I told her that I would be here for her to lean on me if she needed to and she thanked me for that but said this is something that she has to do on her own and there was nothing I could do to help her in this. I feel helpless and I wish there was something I could do but I think she wants to do this on her own and I am just going to sit back and see what happens.