OK GH, I think I understand what you are saying and I am sure that I can take what I get without too much expectation. The only thing that does scare me a little bit is that... I am to a point with my emotions that I have controll over them and if I continue to take these kisses and good times without a bit of questioning I will loose controll of my emotions and start expecting more and more each time I see her.
On another note, last night she brought the kids over and I had dinner ready when they got there. She stayed and ate with us and when she was leaving she gave me one of those big kisses and I told her that I kinda like her. She replied with "I like you too!" She then called me last night when she went to bed and we had some conversation about her day she was expecting today. I told her that I thought about buying some bunk beds for the kids and she said I should hold off on that. She asked what we were going to do with all that stuff if I decided to come back home. I said we would figure out something and what if she decides she doesn't want me to come back home. after that we got off the subject and chatted a little more before we hung up. Things are looking positive for us today. We will see what happens over the next few days. thanks for the input GH.
The ride is over. M 38 WAW 39 08/06 out to give WAW space Bomb 10/06 Back Home 2/07 New Bomb 4/17/07 WAW out 06/07 Trying again 09/07 Another Bomb 11/23/07 WAW moved back home 12/14/07 WAW moved back out 2/2/08 D 12 S 9