It is hard not to think about it, it is such a huge betrayal. Here I was taking care of our 3 small kids, plus watching 3-5 others (including a newborn), taking care of the house, the laundry, the shopping, the bills (all with little appreciation from anyone) my H decides to have a mini-MLC and go out drinking everynight, staying out all night at least once a week, spending the weekend away "fishing with the guys" (I soon found out he was with OW)....well what can I say other than that sucks!!
Everyday I try to get over it. My salvation has been getting a job. I now spend my time around grownups; who happen to like and appreciate me for me!
