good morning folks. i didn't think i would survive the night. i really don't know what i would do without this board. she said we are done with. she wants to call the landlord and make arrangements to move out. the whole thing is done with. and then this morning, after sleeping on the couch again, she said she will try one more counseling session. but i have no idea if she means it or not. i am sticking to my guns the best i can. i'm still confused about this whole 'loving un/conditionally' thing though. i don't know how to explain my feelings to her. it seems like she has made up her mind about me and us. she said she misses the sex too - but i started this and have perpetuated her feeling 'guilty' about it - without giving her 'time and space to heal'... same story. anyways... i imagine, barring a miracle at our counseling session, this is going downhill fast. i just hope we make it to that session monday...
