[quote] I'm angry at myself tonight, I actually feel I owe her an apology [/quote]
I can't believe you!! She treats you like crap and you beat up on yourself? Sorry, but I think you are doing as much as you possibly can to help this R along. She, on the other hand, is using you (IMHO) Sorry, but I can't stand the fact that these S of ours want it to be all US - WTF!!!! Who was the one having the A? HELLO ??????
I know R are two-way streets but there has to be the giving on BOTH sides, not one. If I was the one that had the A and "said" I was willing to work on the R, I would be bending over backwards in gratitude that my S was willing to forgive me and stick it out - give me a break.
You guys (referring to the males here) are dream S's compared to a lot of others and yet you keep beating yourselves up about what YOU didn't do. Take it easy on yourselves, will ya?
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)
