today is my counselling visit. I had a mini-meltdown on the way to work, feeling quite emotional today. I think the idea of discussing this with someone new is painful. It's also the first time that the idea of calling it quits has been so high on the scale of possiblilities. I pulled the car onto a side street, had my cry and went to work. I'm fine now. A good cry doesn't hurt once in a while, it cleanses. I've been having weird dreams this week. Last night it was dreaming that my W was going out to see OP and I stopped her and asked her not do go, she gave me a passionate kiss and didn't leave. Yup, that's a dream!!! I've had a number of those this week, you know, W breaking up with OP. I guess this counselling visit has my emotion running high. Well, I'll just see how it goes and remind myself that any decision is mine to make and it's when I decide it's time to make it. No pressure. I'll fill everybody in later. Thanks for stopping by.
