1210, I just made the appointment for next Thursday. I'm pretty nervous right now! But, I'm also at a point where I don't know what to do next anymore. As I've said before, I may have done all the things that are easy to do emotionally and it may be time to do the things that are not so easy. That scares me. We'll see. Part of me really thinks that the only thing that may stand a chance in turning this around is LRT or some kind of ultimatum. That's not where I want to go but ... It's one thing to make ultimatums but you have to follow through. My kids are my world and separation is quite frightening even if it is done amiciably. I also wonder how long W's OP can live being the second fiddle here. What kind of life is it to sit around waiting for my W to grace your presence for a few hours each week? But then again neither of them are that healthy, are they? Thanks for asking, wish me luck...I really am scared
