What you have said is so true. Once you are away from the situation and taking things into perspective you see what is really going on. I used to think that he was not that type of person. I mean out there he is such a great and respected person. He is there for anyone in his church.Noone believes that he is like that. And, I don't have to proof to anyone anyway. God knows and my famiy knows. Today the car wouldn't start at a clients house. I called my husband because this is his car that he is letting me use while he fixes my car. Which by the way has been 3 months. I gave him money to fix it he spent it. Anyway, he had our daughter bring him. I waited in my daughters car while he started the car. He came back into my daughters car and said to her my job here is finished. Meaning he got it started. I was in the back seat like an invisible person. It is something when I call on phone for something he will say hello how you doing? But, face to face he will not speak to me.
I finally got a hold of a counselor had my first session. We are going to work on my self esteem and depression. Counselor said from what I gave her that my husband is dealing with something from before. I can't change him. It is not my fault.
