Wondering if I'm piecing or Last Resort

[kirby]

I was new to this, and thought my W was back home and ready to really work on M/R, showed her the book. Now she has it in her 'bedroom' and I can't very well go and take it from her. Wish I knew now, etc. Oh well. Hopefully not too much harm done. I have taken the lesson on board to NOT discuss the battle plan, and haven't for a long time.

Maybe she is opening up more. That would be nice, although I'm sure I'm going to hear some things that will hurt and surprise me. I can't wait.

One thing that shook me about our talk last night, was how my detachment started to fade. I was doing well. If she would have left me alone for a few more days, I think I would have had it down much better.

Anyway, although I don't care as much as I did, I still would like to know what she is going through and thinking. I remember reading back when I started here a post from a WAS that asked why we LBS thought WAS were so alien. Maybe she was right. Maybe their actions aren't so hard to understand, just hard to accept. Is my W acting on her feelings and if so what can I interpret from her actions? She's always been a cypher to me. Is she feeling guilt, trapped, angry, all of the above? Wonder if I'll ever know.