Oh! That must be really painful to hear! My persoanl relationship w/ the Lord has gotten stronger since all this came out four months ago & at first I thought I couldn't handle it any longer, but prying does work and it increases your strength! I try not to snoop anymore unless it is right infront of me because when I do it only makes me do some more private detective stuff that God has already told me "lean not on my own understanding & leave it all up to HIM!" Please get closer to HIM if you haven't already. He is truly the only one that can give you peace & direct you in what to do next! I will keep you in my prayers. Just keep showing your H all the love adn the wife that you never were, but can be & he will see what he will be missing if he decides to leave.
