I think my best solution will be to harness this 'energy' and use it to help me get into the shape that I want to be in. So that WHEN the point comes that he's able to make a move on me...I'll feel comfortable enough in my body to focus on the moves he's making. Rather than worrying and being embarrassed about my body.
But hopefully, after 7 + months, he'll be looking through rose colored glasses anyway.
In my search for finding ways to turn challenges into positives, I think I've found a good solution for this one.
Hey, I'm going to have to find some constructive channel for all this pent up 'energy'.
