Ever since my date with my husband, I've felt less need to call/email him. I think it's because I feel like I've argued my case and that it's out of my hands now.
Also, since he asked me for 6 months without my giving up on the relationship, I feel like I don't need to make a decision.
I do find myself thinking about him and what the future will be. But I catch myself when I do, and focus on something else.
I have to say that I'm a little sad that I'm detaching. It's like I've been keeping our relationship alive in my head. And now, I'm letting it go...and unfortunately, as I let it go, I'm realizing more and more that we really don't have a relationship.
Sure, he's happy to hear from me when I call. But, we talk for maybe 10 minutes when I do call. And that 10 minutes has been dwindling to only once a week.
He really doesn't know what my life is like anymore. And I certainly don't know anything about his.
