Deb, I think what you are feeling is quite natural. You have been hurt deeply. I think for so long you have been waiting for your H to say he wanted to reconcile and now that you have finally heard the words you are moving to the next hill of the rollercoaster. What I am trying to say is that all this comes in stages. First you were at the stage of wanting your H back. Now that he is back, you are at the stage of afraid of getting hurt again. Just take it slow and remember no expectations. You will be ok if you remember this.
I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I will say an extra prayer for her tonight.
You are going thru a lot, please remember to take care of yourself also. ((((((hugs))))))
