you know, for so long i knew what i wanted....now i'm not so sure, i just know what my expectations are....wondering if i set them too high. i feel because of my Christian beliefs and my marriage vows that i have to do this....i have to try to be the wife God intended me to be. will i be successful? i do not know....don't know if i can be anymore...at this point, all i can do is try.
