Well,

Yesterday was my birthday. I had a wonderful dinner with my parents, my siblings called me to wish me happy birthday. My in laws emailed me wishing me a happy birthday.

My Spouse....nothing.

Not a phone call, not an email.

My heart hurts.

I really want to give up right now.

I want to ream him out if he ever contacts me again.

I want to call him up and yell at him.

I want him to be here hugging me and comforting me for his thoughtlessness.

I don't know what to think.

I don't think that he did this maliciously because the last email I received from him, was signed 'Loveya'.

Right now, I think he's the most self-centered, selfish, emotionless guy I've ever known.

Grrrr.

Sob.



PIB