Quoting PhoenixNTraining: I called my husband... the conversation ended with me crying and him sounding concerned.
We had a long healthy conversation that consisted of more crying on my part...
I explained while my life is really full, that I still think about him everyday. That this is like constant torture for me.
Heard someone was looking for me ? Well, akthough the rest of your post seems good, and it seems like you are heading in the right direction, let me play Devil's Advocate for a while please.
Your calls, your crying, your asking (yes, I told you to ask for what you wanted...but I NEVER meant to go over board ) may have pressured him into agreeing with you on many points. I.E.: Moving to your town, looking for a job there, moving in with you. It sounds good (hell, it may very well be!!! ) but beware. In my experience, they tend to say, even do, things and later on backtrack at a hundred miles an hour. So be patient...and PLEASE dont get your expectations to far up. Prepare yourself for the possibility that all this may not happen. It will hurt if it doesn't, but if you half expect it to, it wont be devestating.
On the other hand...it may all happen as planned...in which case I will EAT MY WORDS!
Well, akthough the rest of your post seems good, and it seems like you are heading in the right direction, let me play Devil's Advocate for a while please. 
) but beware. In my experience, they tend to say, even do, things and later on backtrack at a hundred miles an hour. So be patient...and PLEASE dont get your expectations to far up. Prepare yourself for the possibility that all this may not happen. It will hurt if it doesn't, but if you half expect it to, it wont be devestating.
