I've done something that I've been saying I wanted to do, for a long time now.
I'm volunteering.
I have a need to share my gentle loving side and this is the way I've chosen to do it, that'll make me happy. Plus the receipients (sp?) will be happy to receive my time and efforts, unlike my husband who seemed to only be irritated by my efforts because he felt I was smothering him.
So, right now, I've taken steps to satisfy a major need that I have and I find that I'm feeling very detached from my husband. I'm feeling the same sort of things Steph has expressed on his thread.
I just want a vacation from the stress, worry and drama.
