I'm trying my best to stay focused on being his friend, so, I'm still having a difficult time late at night by myself in bed. I want my husband next to me, holding me...not in another city an hour away from me!!!
So, while things are going well, on the phone, I do still have my tears. One major change I'm trying to make habit is to focus on the good things and therefore keep my PMA up.
So, I'm trying really hard to stay focused on what I have, not what I want. And thereby put no pressure on him.
At this point, I WANT him to move to my town! I know he's got to know that...but there's a difference between him knowing it and me saying it.
So, is it time to start telling him things that I want? I think you are right, it is.
But, I'll start small. Perhaps on the phone when I call him today, I'll tell him that I'd love for him to call me Sunday night.
If that goes well, perhaps the next step will be to tell him that I want to see him at least once every two weeks. I'd love to have another date with him again, but am waiting for him to ask.
