How far along were you and your wife. Were you separated?
you enjoyed newyears without her being around and two "If I had to choose right now between getting back together, and continuing to find self-respect, I'd choose me. "
It's true that I will never again allow myself to be constantly evaluated. It made me crazy. I'm understanding now that my part of this dance was greater than I realized. I was constantly seeking approval.
I did have a good time on New Year's Eve, but I know I'm not going to go through life unattached, and I'd like it to be with her.
I CAN handle it, though. Whatever it is. And knowing that is good for me.
