It's a tough road isn't it? So you know what its like to go through it twice too eh? Are we suckers for punishment or what? I sure hope there is something worth waiting for at the end of the tunnel, after all this hell we've gone through
I don't even get any intimacy - although he didn't have any problem giving it to someone else. His excuse? He thinks of it as dirty and he respects me too much. He says he can't link love and sex together (thus the escort services of two women over the past 4 years - both long term roughly 10 months each) and yes, I got tested the first time and so did he. That was one of the first things I got him to do. This time around it's only him because we haven't ML in years - at least 3
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)