I wish I knew what to tell you. Trusting my H is something I struggle with every day as he also had 2 As.
Over the past few days I've been doing some deep soul searching and have decided that I'm going to start living my life by my rules and not worry what my H is doing. In the past I always consulted him before I made plans even though he never did. I think maybe our Hs need to be a little less confident that we will always be around to forgive and take them back.
I'm not sure if that's any help. I just wanted to let you know I understand just how you feel.
