Trust.....its a scary subject. Its always been a hard thing for me to do and has caused me some tense moments to be certain. Putting your trust in someone leaves you open to being hurt again, leaves you feeling vulnerable. I understand how you feel and think on this completely. How do you trust someone who has let you down in the past? Honestly, I struggle with this very subject, I have no answer for you other than pray, counsel and talk with your preacher. Most ministries have someone that councels and are trained to help guide you. See if your church has someone like this or if they know of someone who you can talk to. Alot of times just talking about these issues helps open our eyes to possibilites we have yet to see and eases the burden we currently carry. Trust in God first, learn to trust yourself, and in time we may learn to trust others.