Its been a few days since my last post so I will do a quick update: My W decided to withdraw the ultimatum but insists that I continue to look daily for some form of employment, I agreed of course. So I am excited about that, its a HUGE step in the right direction for us. We are still struggling through financial issues but I have applied to roughly 30 places this month alone. I do have one nice possibility with the county, just waiting on all the background checks to clear, once that is done I hope to get a job offer from them We are talking about our future together and what we would like to see short term and long term, she includes US in all of it.... I am still working on my trust issues, the recent problems have stirred up some unwanted emotions that I am struggling with. I still have concerns when she goes to lunch with her friends, female, or is late coming home from work ect. I dont believe she is doing anything she shouldnt be, its just fear creeping in causing worry. My bigest issues now, aside from teh job, is learning to trust. Any suggestions?
