HI, I'm sorry she's put you under the gun in such a way, it isn't your fault the job sitch isnt' as good as it used to be. For the first 4 mths my H was back I kept thinking any day now he'd say "you know, this isnt' working, I'm leaving" or "I want to go back to OW". It is normal to feel like this, just dont' let it get the best of you, I know my imagination runned wild. Fear is our strongest enemy, fight to keep your confidence, keep the negative thoughts out of your head. I knowi t is hard, but focus on good thoughts, the more you dwell in the "what ifs.." the worse it will be for all, the more insecurities your'll reflect on her.
Hang in there, I pray you find a job soon.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
