Another day. Im still job hunting, things are stressful but we are taking it a day at a time. She still says ILY and such. I ask her if she thinks we will work everything out she says "I hope so" so I guess thats better than I dont know. I guess she is still holding out to see if I get a job before Feb. I think she is having some self identity issues as well, I would like to go back to counseling but we cant afford it so I will continue to counsel here. She is going out to lunch witha F friend from work, so I am having some anxieties but she assures me that she doesnt want anyone else. Im glad she still remembers and practices some of the stuff we learned at counseling. Trying to keep the lines open between us.
