So here I am again.....

[Heywyre]

The pressure of an A is bad enough, but having to find a job too (with an ultimatum hanging over your head) is all the worse.

Try not to put too much pressure on yourself. Perhaps if she sees you are at least trying to find something she will give you a little more time if the month runs out. Don't think of tomorrow or the next day, or two weeks from now. it is too much for us to handle at this point. Try to work through today, that is tough enough. As a matter of fact, I usually have to work at just getting through an hour at a time.

My H went out for coffee with his friend this morning (another thorn in my side as he has been spending oodles of time with this guy - who doesn't have a life of his own so sucks whatever life my H has, which isn't much, out of him) and he was gone for about 2 hours - it was torture. However, I got through it and felt good about it.

One minute, one hour, one day at a time - the pain shall pass