I agree the alone time is a killer, the thought run through your mind and "what ifs" are abundant to be sure. I try to keep occupied but is seems to always be int he back of my mind nagging and wont go away until she returns. I had worked through most of this until our recent problems. She tries to assure me that there isnt anyone else and I trully want to trust her. It is a very trying time. my W says that she loves me and hopes things work out, she just cant handle the financial stress anylonger. She has given me one month to find ANY job so I am on a hunting frenzy but this is the worst time of year to get work. I have applied for 12 jobs the past two days and continue to use the tools I have to locate more. It is difficult to locate work with a disability. Im bouncing off the walls right now because we are into an hour and a half of "her alone time" amd I am running out of job hunts for today. So I am looking through the DB site to keep my mind occupied. Daytime TV is sooooo boring! I wish you luck on your M as well. I do pray daily and will add you to my prayer list. We all could use it.
