No replies yet . Today is going ok I guess. The hunt for work continues, my W went with me to the employment office where I aubmitted two new applications of the six I was interested in. The other four had been filled. So at least she sees I am trying.
The new issiues in our M is causing alot of stress and anxieties, bringing back some old worries that we had worked through and made much progress on. I worry now when she goes out for her "Me time", fears of OM creep back into my mind. Very stressful time for me. Im hoping she isnt seeing anyone else and I have talked to her about these fears as we had agreed upon doing when we were in counseling. She says there isnt anyone else in her life that she just needs time alone but I still get anxious and nervous about her having another A.
I will keep looking for work and doing what I can to calm my nerves and hope for the outcome I want.