Am I piecing? I am sooooo confused

[Heywyre]

Thank you Cat - that is exactly the information I needed. I can still confirm my love for H without making it seem like I want to hear it back. Its true, there is that dead silence that makes it awkward. But, if I give him a kiss and talk about something else its takes the pressure off for him to be who he needs to be at this time. And if that means him not saying ILY then that's okay too, at least I don't have to hold back what I am feeling

Thanks - I feel much better now. And, as for sleeping together, he came and got me and said he didn't want me sleeping alone that I needed to get some proper rest and that IF I really wanted to sleep alone, I could have our bed and he would sleep in the spare room. Needless to say, I wasn't about to start arguing with him about it, I was exhausted, and I DON'T want to sleep alone so that is over with

And, I guess this is a baby step, but he also called me at break time and asked me if he wanted him to meet me for lunch today. I told him it was up to him, if he had the time, but that it would be really nice to see him (hope I handled that one okay). I didn't want to come across like I was desperate to see him and couldn't make it through the day (which it feels like sometimes) but at the same time, I did want to see him

So, he dropped by for about half an hour and brought me a cup of tea

I'm a (slightly) happier girl this afternoon

Thanks everyone for your help (especially you Cat)