Thanks Aud for the encouragement.

Not sure where H and I stand. I am sure in his mind that he is still set on a D but hasn't brought it up since the other night. He was actually pretty polite last night when he came over to see the kids. He asked me how my MC went and I told him fine. I told him that he was welcome to join anytime he wanted. He nodded. I don't know if his convo with his dad yesterday is weighing on his mind. His dad pretty well sat him down and told him that his world was going to continue to crumble. (same thing I have been telling him) H sat there and listened. I don't know what to think. I feel ok right now but don't know where the weekend will take me.


"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."