You are not running from your emotions, there will always be time for those (they will find you, trust me!). But, keeping busy will take your mind off the problems for a little while, allowing your mind to rest from the burden of the fears and tensions in your life.

"making" your H see something will never work. They have to see things for themselves - something we have a hard time accepting. You just need to keep making those changes because regardless of whether he sees them or not, YOU will be a better person for it and it will be his loss, not yours.

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)