Sorry to hear you are having such a rough go of it (because of the flights AND with your sitch) - it sucks big time doesn't it.
Hang in there girlfriend, I know you don't think things could get worse, but they can. You are doing the best you can with what you've got. Try and think about something positive you can do with the kids when you get back. Keep your chin up and don't let him drag you down to his level. You are strong and even if you aren't right now, don't let him know that.
My prayers are with you hun
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)