Well, I have been sitting in the Las Vegas airport for the past 6 1/2 hours. I got here at 6:30am because my flight was to leave around 9am. Due to weather, I got rebooked to another flight that does not leave until 4:10pm....That is PST. So needless to say I will have been here 10 hours by the time my flight leaves.

My mom was suppose to pick me up in Columbus but since she has the kids, she won't be able to drag them out at 11pm. So I had to stoop to another level and call my H. Well since he wouldn't answer, I ended up calling the OW cell to have him call me back immediately. I had to let my mom know what my travel arrangements were and had to make sure I had a ride home. So H called me right back...can we say "AVOIDANCE". It seems like he avoids my calls but answers her's immediately. So anyways, he agreed to come get me. Then OW calls me back to make sure H called me back. I told her yes and then we got into a discussion. It all came down to the fact that H is telling her that he has asked me for a D and I have refused. I asked her when that was and she said recently. I told her that the only time he asked me that was in October when I found out about the A. So needless to say, he is lying all the way around. WHY? I am so tired and don't know how long I can handle this. I am trying to stay focused on my goal and pray about his sitch....but I am starting to wear down mentally. H and I are suppose to talk on the way home tonight. I think I am just going to get in the car and be silent. I will let him lead the convo. I am scared...I don't know what to expect. He knows now that OW knows about him no asking me for a D....(did you follow that?) So will he mention it now because he has been busted?

Please keep me in your prayers as I fly home and then deal with H tonight. I told him that I DO NOT want a divorce, dissolution or anything. And just because I get papers, doesn't mean that I have to sign them.

Some encouraging words could really help right now but I will be doing alot of praying on the plane.

"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."