Not too much to post. Other than the fact that I am irritated by my H at the moment.
He came over last night to visit with the kids. I don't know if he did this just because he had to come into town anyways to deposit his paycheck. He was only there for about an hour....yipeee! When he was there, he told me that he was going to come over today and pick up S5 and take him to lunch and maybe a movie. Then he was going to bring him back to the house for his nap. He would then come back after I got home from work and my MC appointment.
Well, let's just say that it is 1:45 and he still hasn't shown up at the house. I asked my mom and she said that he wasn't there yet. I refuse to call him because I want him to be the one to realize that he is screwing up and I want him to be the one to make contact to apologize. Why can't he realize that he is choosing this hootchie momma over his own kids????? I don't care if he is just sleeping but he should be up by now. He didn't have to work last night and doesn't have to work tonight either.
I don't know what to do at this point. I just want to shake him and tell him to make up his freaking mind...does he want her or does he want his family and M?!?!? I know that I won't but I sure would love to.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
