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I know that his time away right now is carefree. No kids to worry about, no time crunches, no schedules. I don't know how I can compete with that.


Ditto. This is a scary feeling...it's what I fear the most. We have to keep hope that at some point the emptiness will get to them. In the meantime, keep on takin' care of you!


Me-36
H-36
3 young children
Married-14y