To be honest, it wasn't all that bad. It was just a little disturbing that J couldn't take the time to spend with his kids. I know that his time away right now is carefree. No kids to worry about, no time crunches, no schedules. I don't know how I can compete with that.


"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."