I am going to try to keep it up. The impatient voice inside of me just wants to rush things along and get him home but I know things will take time. I have to stay focused on these things. I have to think that he knows how much I love him and how willing I am to work things out. I guess that is one reason in the beginning that I was pushing the R talk so much. I just didn't think he knew or understood that I do love him and that I have forgiven him for what he is doing and has done. I think I got that point across enough. He just has to make the willing decision to come home and work it out. I know that it is going to take a lot of pride sucking for him to do that. But I believe it will happen....maybe even sooner than I think. Let's hope anyways!
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
