I feel the same way. I told H that regardless of what happens between us, even if we don't stay together (we never say D) that I would still want to be part of his life and see him through this terrible part of his life.
H: why ME: because I love you, and care about you, regardless of whether we can live together or not H: how can you love me after all the pain I have caused you ME: I don't condone what you did, it was a very disfunctional way of handling your demons and any problems we might have. However, that does not make you a bad person. I still see the wonderful man that I married, you just need to find him again
He sat there in silence and cried
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)