Hi there, hopefully the medication for depression might help him to let go of the other "addiction" he had.
You've certainly been very forgiving, I just don't know how it can still be called a marriage if you can't see yourself being intimate w/him, I'd be hurt too, but again, sex is a connection of not only body but soul.
Maybe at this time you don't feel you can, I hope in the future that changes and you both are able to have a whole M again, if you get past your hurt.
My prayers your way.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.