I just wanted to say I'm sorry things are not going any better for you. I know all about hanging on so long that it feels like you're beating a dead horse. I hear defeat and maybe some bitterness in your post and that worries me, because I have seen how lack of hope, lack of respect, anger and bitterness can drag a R to a place that is nearly impossible to return from. I also have experience with the 'major flirting' and just please, please be careful. When I look back at my situation, I feel like if I'd have been strong enough then to do what I needed to do, then I wouldn't have betrayed my M and myself by acting the way I did. I was more vulnerable that I could have known and I hear that in you as well. Be careful my friend and I too hope you have a better 2007 than 2006.
Heather
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
