Itsy, I'm glad to see that the move is now officially behind you. How fitting that today was the last time you will leave your "old" home and not look back, i.e., just as this is the last day of the "old" year. Itsy, look to the new year for a more promising and brigther future.
There will be days when you will think about your old life and it will hurt a bit. As time goes by, that hurt will grow fainter and fainter, just like a scar will do. Eventually, you will be able to reflect back on the past and know that you did the best that you could and it just wasn't enough to keep things together once he hit crisis mode.
May 2007 be a brighter and more promising one for you. Happy New Year, Itsy!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.