Ben

No, my X is not a character, he's an insensitive, male with
chauvinistic peculiarities that he justifies as his right
to proclaim...

I can't sleep - b/c my mind is racing over everything that
I disdain in him...every little annoying thing, every little sarcastic tone, statement, etc...ughhhhhhhh, I can
not shut it off...it keeps replaying over and over and over
in my head.
Yet, I keep hearing Crazy, in my head as well...by Gnarls
Barkley...

...you'd better think twice and
take my advice...
hahaha...bless your soul,
you think you're in control,
well, I think your crazy...
yes, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
probably...

Decisions, decisions, decisions...it makes me feel so torn
in wanting him back, but not wanting him, like he is..