My sister came over tonight to look at Cheddie, she said that she'll go with me tomorrow to the vet. She said that it was best b/c his organs are going to start shutting down.
I'll take him in at 9:15, the doctor will look at him to see if there's anything that could save him. This is just so sad for me b/c Cheddie has always been my favorite cat. Tonight, I'll lay with him on the floor, but, I just wish that he would get better.
Tears can't stop the pain I feel...it's worse than the time my XH told me he filed...sometimes, I feel that I would change places with Cheddie if I could. But, I'll be there when the vet puts the needle in his neck, to stop his heart but, still, I can never forget this cat. He is only 4 yrs. old, his prime...
I'll bury him here at my house in the back yard, where his brothers and sisters play. Tonight, I'll bring them all in to say goodbye to Cheddie - he's going to be so scared going to the vet. He will know that something is wrong.
