All...

Cheddie is still here...but not looking good. He takes about 20 licks of water, then sits on a towel, in his bun
position. I have opened everything I can, to feed him...
he won't eat.

I went online and one site said prenisone...I have that,
but, that would shut his immune system down, then how much? Another said to try Hill's food from the vet, so
tomorrow I'll get some. VC - he's had raw and cooked ground sirloin, oatmeal with milk, tuna oil...he refuses
to eat. Leukemia does leave all skin white, plus he has
a strong sickly breath. I slept on the floor last night
with him, our faces touching, but he's weak.

David - my XH thinks that my animals are spoiled...they are
my children. He wouldn't care if he died or not...he's
always been like that. Once, at our house, I had a party
and there were lots of people; I went outside to call my
cats and one didn't come...then, I saw him by someone's
tire - they ran over its' head. So, I brought him inside,
told my H, the party was over - everyone had to leave - then I went to get a sheet to wrap him up in, so my H would
then bury him. No, the H says, I'll do it tomorrow. Well,
standing there with tears running down my face - I said
you will do it now, or I will. So, everyone that was male
went out back to dig a hole with my H, the ladies just
stayed with me until the hole was deep enough. Then, I
placed him in it and covered him up...but I stayed there
for most of the evening. The party went on and my H came
out and said you're not being a good hostess...so then I
said, one of your F#####g, friends, backed over my cat, just how do you propose me to be a hostess...get rid of
everyone, I want them out of here...now. So, they left,
after one by one, they offered sympathies to me...my very
rocky marriage began to falter.

Anyway, he has an appt at the vet for saturday - for eutha-
nasia...if he continues down...

I'll post back tomorrow, for I'm taking it off to spend
with Cheddie Cheese...

thanks for all of your concerns...I appreciate it, deeply.