Hi Laura,
Well, I really hate to read this. As much as we want to find people to relate to on these boards, I would not wish the pain that I felt seeing things on my Hs myspace page on anyone. It is the most gut-wrenching feeling...which is why I hate it so much I'm sorry you found it.
I agree with Bworl completely, he is in a fantasy world right now and there's really no way to pull him out of it. That being said, you should read some of the first posts people made to me on my thread about snooping. Not that you were necessarily snooping to find anything bad (like I was), but I think the advice still applies. Please don't go back to his page anymore. MySpace allows people to be anonymous and in my opinion, it's the ideal place for the MLCer because they can remain in a fantasy world; no face to face communication/interaction and they don't have to deal with the day to day stresses of having a spouse/family/job/house/etc. My H is in a band so you can imagine all the girls I found on there...some even under 18! H always told me that he never took MySpace seriously. So, while it still hurts, read between the lines...I think even H knows it's a fantasy world. People say things on there they never have the guts to say in person. And, in my opinion, things said on there are much less sincere than in person. While reading those words "I love you" filled your heart with sorrow, keep in mind that the forum he is using to say it in is much less tangible.
I cannot stress enough to please stay away from there! The best advice I received was that finding this kind of information only inhibits you from DBing and the bottom line is that you never know the true intentions by what is said on there anyway...so why put yourself through the pain.
My thoughts are with you,
Unbroken