Still on the journey 2

[neli]

Nicola.. I had to look you up and see how things are going. you posts are so honest and so passionate. Wow..

The part about living under the ax, being the 'just in case', the type of a marriage you had. It all so reminds me of what I feel.

About once a month I think about getting the D papers going. And then the few days after that my life just starts spinning. It is like someone is telling me you are not to take control yet. So I look at all the good things in my life, put the breaks on the D papers, and my life goes back to being good.

I feel we both will know when the time has come. It will feel right. It may be too soon. Even though you have been separated longer, I feel we have lived the same life in many ways.

Do what works for you and your happiness. What is it that triggers the sad times, the disapointments? Just be you... still..

Neli