AH, I hope your Christmas was good. It's a hard time and my heart goes out to everyone here who is enduring this pain and lonliness. I'm trying to be patient and look for little positive signs but with OW in the picture I'm afraid I'm loosing H for good. I'm so scared. Everyone here seems to be encouraging and says that it will get better, some a little better each day but I feel so bad most of the time. I'm trying to hang in there even if it's only by a thread. My friends and family think I am wasting my time and giving up all my dignity working the DB principles. I want to have faith...
