Thanks for your encouragement. It's hard to feel so rejected and alone. Right now he has chosen OW instead of me and it hurts so deep. He doesn't seem to care or even undersdtand how it's killing me. How can he be so callous and insensitive. Where is his compassion? I need to accept that he does not want me. I guess I need to just get that thought through my head and let go.

Orchid