I know Orchid, it does stink about how long it takes. We all just want it to end tomorrow but it won't. Patience is the most important thing to have thru all of this. I was never one to have patience but somehow I found the strength to have it.
Coming to these bb to vent really help me a lot, it really helps with the loneliness too. You are grieving right now and it's going to take time to heal but I promise you it does get better. I know you may not believe that because I surely didn't when I signed onto these bb and someone told me that. I thought my life was over and I would never stop crying but I have. Now I just cry every once in a while. It really does get better.
